Hai?
Aku menulis disini karena bingung. Antara excited diatas keterkejutan aku atau seneng diatas kegalauanku.
so the story begin,
i was hoping there would be somebody or someone who can understand me, understand my world, can discussion about anything, can listening, and someone that i can trust him.
like what i wrote before this post, I wish I was her. whoever her to whoever someone that i dreamed for. So, I life no life. I'm still trying. I keep searching. who, what and when I can meet someone that I dreamed for.
For me, trust people isnt easy.
I can talk to stranger like they are my old friend but it doesn't mean that I trust them.
I can smile and maybe can laugh by somebody I used to know but it doesn't mean I trust them.
I'm not easy.
that's why, people come and go.
For me, anime is part of my mood. J-drama and K-drama is part of my mood too. so whoever like anime and dramas is part of my mood. like him.
he was an anime lovers who love download anime full HD just for enjoying his eyes.
he was a guy with freedom in palm of hand.
and i was like "this guy live in this world, i'm glad to know him"
he always said 'lololol things' and flirt to girl in joke way, so i always laugh at him. and other people too.
he is kind of people who easy to talk to new people and i am kind of people who can easy talk to new people too.
i don't remember the 1st time we talk each other, because it was long time ago lol.
he is my nakama from high school and we are not classmate at all. just a friend. but he always in my class when the bell ringing for lunch time. when we arenot longer in high school, sometimes i miss him. he always ask me when holiday come, just to share the anime he download about. yapss, I'm lazy to download but love to watch it free hahaha. he was so kind, and i was so no ashamed for ask him to download this and that when we still in high school. and i thanks to him in the deep of my heart with my whole love too, because he was very very kind. but when we in university, i dont have much to watch or chat with him. but sometimes, i still text him.
Juli 2017 datang sebagai awal cerita, i was very broken hearted girl from the december man. and he chat me first after exam. i'm just laugh at him because still doing exam while everyone in holiday. so the chat is continue and come to a bit serious. he said he only stare at me since high school (padahal satu sekolah gak ada yang gak kenal diaa)
orang yang selama ini kamu jadiin orang penting di hidup kamu karena selalu bisa ngajarin dan ngasih anime tanpa perlu diminta tiba-tiba come and said something important like he want me and ask me for his forever friend live life.
aku kira dia ini fall in love to my friend who have a beauty brain and face (i have a standard brain and face)
and the story that i was think, is basically wrong.
he fall for me, dan dia memang deketin semua temen-temenku supaya upayanya ngedeketin aku ga ketauan (dia deketin seluruh anak kelasku, all of my friend in sains class. ya sangat ga ketauan lah. siapa yang bisa nebak dia ada rasa sama siapa kan...)
so at Friday he come to my home, tell my father to want know me more, tell my mother to keep my happiness grow up with him. he was too brave, he said that he still dont have anything to marry me, but soon as possible he will.
i want to laugh hard at that time, but now i feel warm.
is he someone i wish for?
i'm still counting the day i really meet you in place that only you and me with ring in my finger.
i hope.
you hope.
we hope.
soon.
Aku menulis disini karena bingung. Antara excited diatas keterkejutan aku atau seneng diatas kegalauanku.
so the story begin,
i was hoping there would be somebody or someone who can understand me, understand my world, can discussion about anything, can listening, and someone that i can trust him.
like what i wrote before this post, I wish I was her. whoever her to whoever someone that i dreamed for. So, I life no life. I'm still trying. I keep searching. who, what and when I can meet someone that I dreamed for.
For me, trust people isnt easy.
I can talk to stranger like they are my old friend but it doesn't mean that I trust them.
I can smile and maybe can laugh by somebody I used to know but it doesn't mean I trust them.
I'm not easy.
that's why, people come and go.
For me, anime is part of my mood. J-drama and K-drama is part of my mood too. so whoever like anime and dramas is part of my mood. like him.
he was an anime lovers who love download anime full HD just for enjoying his eyes.
he was a guy with freedom in palm of hand.
and i was like "this guy live in this world, i'm glad to know him"
he always said 'lololol things' and flirt to girl in joke way, so i always laugh at him. and other people too.
he is kind of people who easy to talk to new people and i am kind of people who can easy talk to new people too.
i don't remember the 1st time we talk each other, because it was long time ago lol.
he is my nakama from high school and we are not classmate at all. just a friend. but he always in my class when the bell ringing for lunch time. when we arenot longer in high school, sometimes i miss him. he always ask me when holiday come, just to share the anime he download about. yapss, I'm lazy to download but love to watch it free hahaha. he was so kind, and i was so no ashamed for ask him to download this and that when we still in high school. and i thanks to him in the deep of my heart with my whole love too, because he was very very kind. but when we in university, i dont have much to watch or chat with him. but sometimes, i still text him.
Juli 2017 datang sebagai awal cerita, i was very broken hearted girl from the december man. and he chat me first after exam. i'm just laugh at him because still doing exam while everyone in holiday. so the chat is continue and come to a bit serious. he said he only stare at me since high school (padahal satu sekolah gak ada yang gak kenal diaa)
orang yang selama ini kamu jadiin orang penting di hidup kamu karena selalu bisa ngajarin dan ngasih anime tanpa perlu diminta tiba-tiba come and said something important like he want me and ask me for his forever friend live life.
aku kira dia ini fall in love to my friend who have a beauty brain and face (i have a standard brain and face)
and the story that i was think, is basically wrong.
he fall for me, dan dia memang deketin semua temen-temenku supaya upayanya ngedeketin aku ga ketauan (dia deketin seluruh anak kelasku, all of my friend in sains class. ya sangat ga ketauan lah. siapa yang bisa nebak dia ada rasa sama siapa kan...)
so at Friday he come to my home, tell my father to want know me more, tell my mother to keep my happiness grow up with him. he was too brave, he said that he still dont have anything to marry me, but soon as possible he will.
i want to laugh hard at that time, but now i feel warm.
is he someone i wish for?
i'm still counting the day i really meet you in place that only you and me with ring in my finger.
i hope.
you hope.
we hope.
soon.